My Fallen Angel….

He landed from the exceeding Sky….

He was a baby timid and Shy….

He was sent for me he knew…

Along with me every single time he grew…

He thought of none other than me….

His entire life was about my happiness and glee..

He was my angel and my Pride…

I knew no one had him and I took everything in my stride…

My pain, My sorrow...

The rain and those Sparrows…

We watched, we learnt…

Through everything together we yearned…

He was there always all the time…

My angel I looked trough and dint bother to make mine…

Broke him, tore him apart…

I had my own fun never made him a part…

But this is a seraph sent for me….

He’s an angel and he fell for me…..

He will be there and I swear….

I will not repeat I better not dare…

He has loved me and fallen for me…

That doesn’t mean I make him a fallen angel literally….

Steal that Moment and Make you Mine…

What should I do…

To make you think of me…

I think of you all the time..

Wonder if you think of me…

I don’t want no binder,

I don’t want any vow,

All I wish for is absence…

Absence of silence and pretence…

Tell me that you love me…

Tell me that you crave….

Instead of burying in grave,

Your feelings you enchain…

I wonder if I should break me…

Should I just shake me…

How can I jolt back to reality…

And bear in mind that you won’t take me….

I plot in my mind..

How can I find…

A place where I can conceal you…

Where no one from me can steal you…

The world where you will be mine…

Not with anyone I need to intertwine…

Where I will be your drug and I will be your greed …

No one else I will even share your heed…

It will be me who will fulfill your every need…

Many such moments approach and pass by….

I voyage to a world far beyond so High….

I make a wish and strike a deal….

With time to let me reveal…

All I live for are those moments…

The moments which I steal and make you mine….

Naz……

All You did is Refrain..

From the time magic Started,

All you did is Refrained,

From the first touch,

you just said it was wrong,

You pushed me away,

saying you don't want to stray,

Somewhere deep inside you knew this was right,

Everything seemed light up and bright,

It dint take time for you to want me,

You tried and tried till you got back to me,

The efforts were so strong,

but you worried about right or wrong.

Tried to stop and be stern,

Always felt the yearn,

Refrained from expressing,

Tried to be mean and Depressing...

Put Our love through the test,

Everybody joined the protest,

The magic still stuck around,

It stayed as it was bound

Now when life is at a stage,

Where no solitude nor rage,

Can help us cross this phrase,

Which still reads as we try to rephrase,

I love you Even though it may pain,

I love you and I don't mind if you refrain

Naz.....

3 Fridays...

Will U Miss.... The First touch…

Will you miss the skin…

Where you first planted your chin…

Looked through the darkness and relieved the light

Will you miss the fragrance of my hair...

The warmth of my Embrace bare...

The Helpless and painful stare...

Will you miss the grip of my hand....

That pink little strand…

My voice so loud…

My strength so deep…

My courage to fight…

My will to smile inspite….

Will you remember how I looked at you….

When that first tear flew…

Out of my eye it straight hit your heart…

Will you remember how those songs we sang….

Seemed like we were remembering a past life we’ve had…

Will you miss those late night calls..

While so tired and wasted…

To be with each other we waited….

Will you miss my laugh and the tinkle of my eye….

Will you take a moment to relive our life….

Life that we spend in 3 Fridays….

Nz.......

What is meant to be will Never be…

In the Dark Starry Night....

Came my Knight in shining Armour...

I was love struck as he seemed to be a charmer...

I was his muse and he kept swinging on our tunes..

He saw a life so different from what was routine..

It felt like, wish this could be the new routine...

It was a chance we took...

From Friday to Friday..

Every small little good luck charm we shook...

As yet when life is so still...

All that happened is blissful and distill

No Regret or Guilt…

Every bit of it was felt….

We will emerge through this…

Narrate this Love affair to our Grand kids….

Probably then it will make sense…

Why some times what is meant to be will never be….

We Found Love In a Hopeless Place....

 It all started with a lotta pain,

We dint bother about any gain,

we kept falling deeper...

In the vicious circle of love,

That followed us like a creeper,

Tried and tried harder to get rid of it.

it was like quick sand,

Mushy and deep,

Helpless, Hopeless Clueless,

Cannot hold onto.. Cannot let go.

Who knew when its analysed it will fall so low.

It got stoned it got criticized,

We cherished it like it was our own parasite..

No one knew no one we wanted to explain,

It was so pure so clean in our own terrain,

Eventually who knew it will go down the drain

We continued to love thou it was meaningless and obscure,

The force driven was so strong not that we dint want to end the pain and move along.

There was not a single word that could cure.

We couldn't go back in time and redirect the movie of our life.

We have already FOUND LOVE, and this time yet again in a hopeless place.

Nazima............

Who's Barbie doll will I be.....

Yes I am young...
Yes I am free...
There is everything I can spree...
I am Independent...
I am Vibrant....
I am self constrain and YES I can bear pain...


Does that mean I cannot be your barbie doll...
Can I not be the one who fears...
The one who's Tears...
Are as precious to you
As your pears...


Just because I will emerge...
You will submerge?
Put me through the silence...
Of not knowing your pretense...


I made my self tough and could go through stuff....
Building my self all these years....
I wish I made me a Barbie doll....
Weak and Brittle easy to break down..
Maybe then you would protect me love me....
Think before you bend me mend me....


Now that I am so brave...
Looks like I can behave...
I will probably always wave..
With happiness in my smile...
And tinkle in my eye...

But the though will always enslave...
Who's Barbie Doll will I be.....