Rest is just an excuse….

I know this feeling

Its very lethal

I don’t really Miss you,

It’s a feeling of loosing you,

It’s a feeling of you not being mine.

It’s a feeling that I cannot define.

It shatters me as I think.

Who will I belong to when you will be gone with a blink.

You don’t know me yet.

You cannot even imagine my pain.

I try to hide the feelings I have.

I am not sure how far I have.

Every time I look at you I can’t help but stare.

I just wish that I could be cocooned in you tender care..

Even that accidental touch, sends shivers down my spine.

I crave for you. I will destroy for you…

If Love could be measured

You would be treasured

I will not force, for love is not to achieve.

I know one day you will slyly pass

Out of this tight grip I have kept and it won’t last.

Now as time has passed,

 I have finally grasped

My every pounding heart

As I realize there is no point

How much I love you.

Or whatever I do

If I fight for you or steal you

If I repeatedly tell you

I cannot have you

Because when you say you love me

You don’t mean it the way I do

If you loved me you’d fight the world to be with me.

Rest is just an excuse…..