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Tuesday, 17 July 2012

Rest is just an excuse….



I know this feeling
Its very lethal
I don’t really Miss you,
It’s a feeling of loosing you,

It’s a feeling of you not being mine.
It’s a feeling that I cannot define.
It shatters me as I think.
Who will I belong to when you will be gone with a blink.

You don’t know me yet.
You cannot even imagine my pain.
I try to hide the feelings I have.
I am not sure how far I have.

Every time I look at you I can’t help but stare.
I just wish that I could be cocooned in you tender care..
Even that accidental touch, sends shivers down my spine.
I crave for you. I will destroy for you…

If Love could be measured
You would be treasured
I will not force, for love is not to achieve.
I know one day you will slyly pass
Out of this tight grip I have kept and it won’t last.

Now as time has passed,
 I have finally grasped
My every pounding heart
As I realize there is no point
How much I love you.
Or whatever I do
If I fight for you or steal you
If I repeatedly tell you
I cannot have you
Because when you say you love me
You don’t mean it the way I do
If you loved me you’d fight the world to be with me.
Rest is just an excuse…..

Monday, 2 July 2012

My Prince Charming who dint come on a horse...



He has smooth glowing skin…
He had a mole on his chin..
There is still a boy in him…
With that same joy he would sing…

He has the deepest eyes..
Tired and wrinkled weary and dry….
Young With ages of experience…
Clear and pure with a lot of obedience…
If you look through the pain…
You will know that he always refrains…
 This man is full of perseverance…
He has the will to fight and has the endurance..
He seems to be heartless and very very rough..
But from within he is tender and Buff..

He doesn’t want to hurt no one..
He doesn’t understand its not possible to keep everyone happy..
In the bargain some will win some will loose…
Maybe if he hurt himself and ties him in chains..
He will never be happy and keep feeling the pain..
I wish to explain..
Happiness will not come if you refrain….





I swear...


I live for that tiny stare..
You look at me when I am not aware…
I know that you really care…
You like to hide it but don’t know where…

I live for that slight accidental nudge…
I feel you on my little finger and I don’t want to budge…
Your every touch is like a lifetime of magical moments…
I sometimes wonder what are you?
Are you for real or is this going to end in blue…
That small little gesture of affection I live for…
That unexpected tight hug that I can die for…

This is not even close to materialistic…
You have changed me and I am optimistic…
If you wish love you will find more nowhere..
I am convinced I am the one and I swear…
I will wait till you find the world and, take care..

When you return which I am aware…
I may not be destroyed and in despair…
I wish to be loved back but don’t worry I can bear..
Because even the pain caused by you is so sweet I swear...

Wednesday, 27 June 2012

My Fallen Angel….



He landed from the exceeding Sky….
He was a baby timid and Shy….
He was sent for me he knew…
Along with me every single time he grew…

He thought of none other than me….
His entire life was about my happiness and glee..
He was my angel and my Pride…
I knew no one had him and I took everything in my stride…

My pain, My sorrow...
The rain and those Sparrows…
We watched, we learnt…
Through everything together we yearned…

He was there always all the time…
My angel I looked trough and dint bother to make mine…
Broke him, tore him apart…
I had my own fun never made him a part…

But this is a seraph sent for me….
He’s an angel and he fell for me…..
He will be there and I swear….
I will not repeat I better not dare…

He has loved me and fallen for me…
That doesn’t mean I make him a fallen angel literally….

Tuesday, 26 June 2012

Steal that Moment and Make you Mine…



What should I do…
To make you think of me…
I think of you all the time..
Wonder if you think of me…

I don’t want no binder,
I don’t want any vow,
All I wish for is absence…
Absence of silence and pretence…
Tell me that you love me…
Tell me that you crave….
Instead of burying in grave,
Your feelings you enchain…

I wonder if I should break me…
Should I just shake me…
How can I jolt back to reality…
And bear in mind that you won’t take me….

I plot in my mind..
How can I find…
A place where I can conceal you…
Where no one from me can steal you…
The world where you will be mine…
Not with anyone I need to intertwine…
Where I will be your drug and I will be your greed …
No one else I will even share your heed…
It will be me who will fulfill your every need…

Many such moments approach and pass by….
I voyage to a world far beyond so High….
I make a wish and strike a deal….
With time to let me reveal…
All I live for are those moments…
The moments which I steal and make you mine….
Naz……

All You did is Refrain..

From the time magic Started,
All you did is Refrained,

From the first touch,
you just said it was wrong,

You pushed me away,
saying you don't want to stray,

Somewhere deep inside you knew this was right,
Everything seemed light up and bright,

It dint take time for you to want me,
You tried and tried till you got back to me,

The efforts were so strong,
but you worried about right or wrong.

Tried to stop and be stern,
Always felt the yearn,

Refrained from expressing,
Tried to be mean and Depressing...

Put Our love through the test,
Everybody joined the protest,

The magic still stuck around,
It stayed as it was bound

Now when life is at a stage,
Where no solitude nor rage,

Can help us cross this phrase,
Which still reads as we try to rephrase,

I love you Even though it may pain,
I love you and I don't mind if you refrain

Naz.....

3 Fridays...



Will U Miss.... The First touch…
Will you miss the skin…
Where you first planted your chin…
Looked through the darkness and relieved the light
Will you miss the fragrance of my hair...
The warmth of my Embrace bare...
The Helpless and painful stare...

Will you miss the grip of my hand....
That pink little strand…
My voice so loud…
My strength so deep…
My courage to fight…
My will to smile inspite….

Will you remember how I looked at you….
When that first tear flew…
Out of my eye it straight hit your heart…
Will you remember how those songs we sang….
Seemed like we were remembering a past life we’ve had…

Will you miss those late night calls..
While so tired and wasted…
To be with each other we waited….
Will you miss my laugh and the tinkle of my eye….
Will you take a moment to relive our life….
Life that we spend in 3 Fridays….

Nz.......