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Sunday 12 May 2013

Little Did She Know!

Little did she know


I want to share,
A story so small and rare,
One day a mother of two,

Was always doing what she was asked to.

She would wake them up,
When she’d rather sleep,
Tie her braids and ready him for parades,
Those two little brats she’d run behind.

They grew day by day,
Not noticing what she’d do,
That’s your job mom that’s all they knew,
Mom get me this, MOM where’s that.
Around this her life revolved,
Nobody bother into what this evolved.

If she did something at her they’d scream
When she’d Crack a joke,
How lame, they’d think
They’d look at each other,
Make faces to trouble her.

Little did she know?
Only because of her did they grow,
She was the reason for the wiped tears,
She was the only way they faced peers
She taught them how to tie laces,
And she held them when they were made to wear braces.

Today when she asks about things on face-book,
It surprises her because some years back,
She was the one who taught her how to cook
She suddenly out grew to make those faces,
She was the one who taught her to switch on the PC’s.
She loved her a lot no doubt,
But the feeling she could never reach out.

What a pain it was to drive her around.
Not once did he think how she carried him strapped around.
He’d never walk as a kid,
 She had carried him till he went to preprimary mid.
With that broken back, she’d pick up his hot-wheels track.
He loved her a lot no doubt,
But the feeling he could never reach out

What she means to them little does she know
I don’t blame her because they don’t show,
She is mom and she should know.
But every Once in a while
She needs to know, they’d travel that extra mile.
To see her smile,
And know that all that she did for the brats was worth the while.







Friday 10 May 2013

Last Good-Bye

Last Good-bye





Wasn't it a hot sunny day?

We met on the playground with a cap on,

You said Hi, Who are you? Never seen you around,

That was the start and nobody was bound.

You and me in that summer haze,

Played all day in our own sweet ways,

Suddenly we grew to realize the difference,

My Mom said stay away he’s a boy,

You need to draw a fence.



The next summer I went to Brisbane,

Without knowing that it caused you pain.

Not once did you tell me,

Or even try to explain.

Every time I called you sounded so happy,

Who had a clue what you were going through?


How I wish you told,

You needed me to hold

You were getting weaker,

Even by a cold.



Summers came and summers stayed,

Not once did I hear you say,

When I came back I saw you go,

Dressed In a tuxedo,

Flowers around you and a coffin blue.

I wish that summer I came and met you,

I wish I said a last Good bye and a Miss you!!



Tuesday 7 May 2013

Daddy's Big Girl


Daddy’s Big Girl



He buys you your first Barbie,
You play with it all day,
You braid her hair and ask him how she looks,
You are his Barbie, But very pretty he says

He carries you around till you fall asleep,
And suddenly you grow up enough
To cheat him and pretend to sleep
Speak to your boyfriends late in the night

He knows it all but his love for you lets it go

He hold’s your little finger when you learn to walk
Soon you want to leave it and run.
He yearns to stop you
But you want to listen to none
You go out there get your heart broken

He’s still waiting there totally unspoken,
He wants you to get up face the world
He holds you till you can hold your head high
Go back and look eye to eye.

You grow up and Color your hair,
Make tattoos and add despair,
He hates it you always knew
But you want to do it and not care.

He lets you be, Because he loves you and cannot free.

It takes you a while to realize,
Then you set on a mission to make him proud,
When you climb that stage, for a performance or just a little speech,
That’s my daughter he screams,
There’s So much pride in his eyes you can see

Time passes by and you continue to make him proud’
He has given you the ability,
To make an identity in the crowd
Don’t forget how you grew, that’s what has made you.
Nothing out of the womb you knew.

All the mistakes you made,
He still loves you so much for god’s Sake.
He will never want to see you cry
So when you choose a man, make sure he can Love you half as much

Today you want to walk the aisle
He is a happy man, just for a while,
The day you leave he’s going to watch you grow again,
In the memories you left in photo frames,
With that weary teary eye and an almost chocked throat

He will make a prayer
To grant you all that he couldn't
To keep you happier than you were,
And god forbid if the need be,
To let you know he is here for you with open arms
So you need not fear any other man’s harms
 

Because the way your Daddy loved you
No other man can.

Monday 6 May 2013

Do It Now!


Do it Now!

You will Find it
When you do let me know how!

There's all sort of it
If you know what I mean you already have felt it
In fact you dint know when you were feeling it
It Hits you when its gone.

Feel it when you have it
Live it before you loose it
Do what ever it takes
Get down to it.

DON'T JUDGE
People sin differently.
And if you don't feel good.
Never repeat.
that's enough done.

Give it away.
Take chances
Fall once in a while
When you get up, Never stumble on the same.

Love AGAIN.
Get Drunk and break a nail
Wait for hours for him to reply
If just a Hi Makes you happy, He is the one.

Stray once in a while
Keep Limits
Never be the second
It only Hurts!

Your life is only YOURS,
If you feel like it do it now!!

Wednesday 1 May 2013

The Run-away Bride

If I want to be a Runaway Bride


Now that I have all the bridal Jitters

I fear being old,

I fear being dependent,

I fear having babies,

I fear being responsible.


I fear not being able to dance till the club shuts down,

I fear not having Samantha Alphonso on speed dial.

I fear walking into a whole new group not seeing her around.


Those ups and downs and the fears we faced,

Those things we did and at what pace,

Blamed and fought and all horses we braced,

Several occasion together we graced,


What she meant to me, Or what she does,

Its a mystery as we still explore,

The way I hate her at things she does,

Still like my own child I feel its all forgiven.


Its like she is mine and I am hers,

Together we have discovered our own two US

All the fears and all the tears,

We had them together and we were like peers


Even now when id call her,

Tell her the worse possible news,

She will still be ready to hold my Veil and run with me,

When I just say, I want to be the Runaway.