Together or Apart

As I try to move on,
All those bitter sweet memories grip strong,
Every single smile I remember,
All these days and feelings spring up from September...

I try harder to justify my stance
But those memories don't give me a chance
I miss that peace I had in me
But now that it's in the past, restlessness is all that's left in me...

To think of the times which were hard as fuck,
It takes real courage, to dig into that muck
I pray we find our peace soon...
And manage to break out of this cacoon,

I pray for our happiness and hope our fate, together or apart makes sure we are great!!!

l'amour fou

Such passion nearly parting her chest,
forbidden love is cursed and blessed.
She is here in my arms and all I do is caress,
I am going crazy but  I want her to rest,

She is my baby so soft so tender,
I cannot read her different mind. 
Another like her, you'd never find
She looks so amazing in this dim blue light,
She thinks she is normal, just boring and alright!

Does she even know, 
There's no one who's  got that glow,
Every time I look into her deep hazel eyes,
my mind goes to a place up above the skies,

None other has captured me this way,
she manages to make my heart sway!
just when she kisses me and smiles,
She has got me by the moment
and I travel miles.

Deep inside her warm shelter.
To her I surrender my Forbidden love,
If only she would give me one sign,
If only she'd ever have me, I'd make her be mine.

Your my Angel, your my Muse,

Your my Angel your my Muse,
For you I'd go through a million flu's
u'd be my strength and you'd be my weakness,
only you can make me and only you can break me,

Upon you I'd surrender all power,
With you id lay all my Desire,
You'd make me glow,
how I feel only you would know!

That glaring glaze and that sexy Grin!
Which could penetrate deep inside my skin.
The essence of your lips,
and the caress of ur your kiss
not a moment of what you do to me,
would I like to miss.

The tight grip and the way you move your hip,
In your sweet touch I could surrender till I drip,
you'd make me scream and morn in a sweet pain,
you'd go on and on till your drained.
I know this is scary and it could burn a hole,
But this is what fills the emptiness of our soul

I'd hold you close and put you to sleep,
I'd wake you up with a voice so sweet!
And If I could, I would take away all the affliction,
You'd rest with me without any restriction.

You'd have intense power,
And all those stars,
They'd shine upon you,
Every night they'd kiss you good bye!

Be My Poison!!

Yes I am addicted

I know you can destroy,

And I love this distraction,

Your what I think of before I shut my eyes

Your what I want to see when I open them,

Your voice is what sends shivers down my spine!

And that look on your face doesn't let u go out of my mind.

The way you roll your tongue,

Makes me so relentlessly young

That sexy Grin on your face

Totally makes my heart pace!

Your addictive and your toxic

But I want to be destroyed and I want you to be my poison!

Little Did She Know!

Little did she know

I want to share,

A story so small and rare,

One day a mother of two,

Was always doing what she was asked to.

She would wake them up,

When she’d rather sleep,

Tie her braids and ready him for parades,

Those two little brats she’d run behind.

They grew day by day,

Not noticing what she’d do,

That’s your job mom that’s all they knew,

Mom get me this, MOM where’s that.

Around this her life revolved,

Nobody bother into what this evolved.

If she did something at her they’d scream

When she’d Crack a joke,

How lame, they’d think

They’d look at each other,

Make faces to trouble her.

Little did she know?

Only because of her did they grow,

She was the reason for the wiped tears,

She was the only way they faced peers

She taught them how to tie laces,

And she held them when they were made to wear braces.

Today when she asks about things on face-book,

It surprises her because some years back,

She was the one who taught her how to cook

She suddenly out grew to make those faces,

She was the one who taught her to switch on the PC’s.

She loved her a lot no doubt,

But the feeling she could never reach out.

What a pain it was to drive her around.

Not once did he think how she carried him strapped around.

He’d never walk as a kid,

 She had carried him till he went to preprimary mid.

With that broken back, she’d pick up his hot-wheels track.

He loved her a lot no doubt,

But the feeling he could never reach out

What she means to them little does she know

I don’t blame her because they don’t show,

She is mom and she should know.

But every Once in a while

She needs to know, they’d travel that extra mile.

To see her smile,

And know that all that she did for the brats was worth the while.

Last Good-Bye

Last Good-bye

Wasn't it a hot sunny day?

We met on the playground with a cap on,

You said Hi, Who are you? Never seen you around,

That was the start and nobody was bound.

You and me in that summer haze,

Played all day in our own sweet ways,

Suddenly we grew to realize the difference,

My Mom said stay away he’s a boy,

You need to draw a fence.

The next summer I went to Brisbane,

Without knowing that it caused you pain.

Not once did you tell me,

Or even try to explain.

Every time I called you sounded so happy,

Who had a clue what you were going through?

How I wish you told,

You needed me to hold

You were getting weaker,

Even by a cold.

Summers came and summers stayed,

Not once did I hear you say,

When I came back I saw you go,

Dressed In a tuxedo,

Flowers around you and a coffin blue.

I wish that summer I came and met you,

I wish I said a last Good bye and a Miss you!!

Daddy's Big Girl

Daddy’s Big Girl

He buys you your first Barbie,

You play with it all day,

You braid her hair and ask him how she looks,

You are his Barbie, But very pretty he says

He carries you around till you fall asleep,

And suddenly you grow up enough

To cheat him and pretend to sleep

Speak to your boyfriends late in the night

He knows it all but his love for you lets it go

He hold’s your little finger when you learn to walk

Soon you want to leave it and run.

He yearns to stop you

But you want to listen to none

You go out there get your heart broken

He’s still waiting there totally unspoken,

He wants you to get up face the world

He holds you till you can hold your head high

Go back and look eye to eye.

You grow up and Color your hair,

Make tattoos and add despair,

He hates it you always knew

But you want to do it and not care.

He lets you be, Because he loves you and cannot free.

It takes you a while to realize,

Then you set on a mission to make him proud,

When you climb that stage, for a performance or just a little speech,

That’s my daughter he screams,

There’s So much pride in his eyes you can see

Time passes by and you continue to make him proud’

He has given you the ability,

To make an identity in the crowd

Don’t forget how you grew, that’s what has made you.

Nothing out of the womb you knew.

All the mistakes you made,

He still loves you so much for god’s Sake.

He will never want to see you cry

So when you choose a man, make sure he can Love you half as much

Today you want to walk the aisle

He is a happy man, just for a while,

The day you leave he’s going to watch you grow again,

In the memories you left in photo frames,

With that weary teary eye and an almost chocked throat

He will make a prayer

To grant you all that he couldn't

To keep you happier than you were,

And god forbid if the need be,

To let you know he is here for you with open arms

So you need not fear any other man’s harms

 

Because the way your Daddy loved you

No other man can.